neveth: (Default)
Wheee-hee! Ordered a kindle today! So excited. I won't get it for a while because of backordered-ness, but that's okay. I only have today and tomorrow of work to get through before the weeeeekend! 10 days in a row of working every day is more than I can stand without much complaint. I would very much like to go back to shelving again, so long as it's not children's. Don't have to deal with patrons and it's nice and quiet.

I must make an ikea shopping list. Need a coffee table and I would like some lamps and possibly a new comforter. Ve shall see.
neveth: (Default)
Wheee-hee! Ordered a kindle today! So excited. I won't get it for a while because of backordered-ness, but that's okay. I only have today and tomorrow of work to get through before the weeeeekend! 10 days in a row of working every day is more than I can stand without much complaint. I would very much like to go back to shelving again, so long as it's not children's. Don't have to deal with patrons and it's nice and quiet.

I must make an ikea shopping list. Need a coffee table and I would like some lamps and possibly a new comforter. Ve shall see.
neveth: (A spot of tea and you'll be right as rai)
Well, my first week of the new job is nearly/practically over! :D I have another 4 hours on Sunday but I don't know if that counts as this week or not.

Anyway, I am the newest book-lackey at a library in Plano. I mean, most of what I have done this week has been check books in, label holds, do library cards, and today I started answering the phones. My feet hate me, but it is already starting to get better. I hope this continues to go well because I like it so far. Part-time, but it pays well enough. :D
neveth: (Default)
Well, my first week of the new job is nearly/practically over! :D I have another 4 hours on Sunday but I don't know if that counts as this week or not.

Anyway, I am the newest book-lackey at a library in Plano. I mean, most of what I have done this week has been check books in, label holds, do library cards, and today I started answering the phones. My feet hate me, but it is already starting to get better. I hope this continues to go well because I like it so far. Part-time, but it pays well enough. :D
neveth: (pensive)
I hate it when I get depressed because of money.

I've been dead broke for about the 3rd week in a row counting my getting paid today (if I actually can manage to harass my boss enough so she will actually remember TO pay me) Why this makes me depressed>:

  • At this rate I am dangerously close to writing off my halloween costume as undoable since I can't afford to go buy fabric and supplies for it.
  • I am currently in the hole since I was so broke last week I had to borrow money from the Boy to make the car payment on time.
  • I am sick to death of expecting a 3 or (preferably) 4 day work week and only working 2.
  • Also sick to death of having to badger my boss to get paid over paypal. I understand she is busy, but if she has the time to text me and tell me not to come in, she can take the 2 minutes it takes to pay me over god damn paypal. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE having to ask for money. I HATE it. But I have to pay bills, and I can't do that unless I have money!
  • Being so broke also means I have no fun money. Every penny I have and have been getting has been going towards paying the bills. EVERY PENNY.
  • I have to go to the doctor in a few days so I can get a refill on my blood pressure medicine, and I can't even fucking pay for that because I owe the $100 I'm getting paid this week to the boy to pay him back! Let alone pay for the medicine itself!
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I hate it when I get depressed because of money.

I've been dead broke for about the 3rd week in a row counting my getting paid today (if I actually can manage to harass my boss enough so she will actually remember TO pay me) Why this makes me depressed>:

  • At this rate I am dangerously close to writing off my halloween costume as undoable since I can't afford to go buy fabric and supplies for it.
  • I am currently in the hole since I was so broke last week I had to borrow money from the Boy to make the car payment on time.
  • I am sick to death of expecting a 3 or (preferably) 4 day work week and only working 2.
  • Also sick to death of having to badger my boss to get paid over paypal. I understand she is busy, but if she has the time to text me and tell me not to come in, she can take the 2 minutes it takes to pay me over god damn paypal. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE having to ask for money. I HATE it. But I have to pay bills, and I can't do that unless I have money!
  • Being so broke also means I have no fun money. Every penny I have and have been getting has been going towards paying the bills. EVERY PENNY.
  • I have to go to the doctor in a few days so I can get a refill on my blood pressure medicine, and I can't even fucking pay for that because I owe the $100 I'm getting paid this week to the boy to pay him back! Let alone pay for the medicine itself!
neveth: (iObject!)
Well hello again crippling stress levels. How nice of you to visit again. Only now I can actually feel my blood pressure skyrocket and this is unpleasant. And the whole not eating thing is uncool. Like now. I am making myself eat. It doesn't smell good. I don't feel hungry. But I haven't eaten in like 6 hours. And THAT was half a chik-fil-a sandwich.

This have taken a sudden and abrupt turn for the amazingly un-cool, and I don't think my friends will see me much. Hell, I don't even want to be around my Boy. I keep restraining myself from telling him to go away cause I can't handle dealing with people right now. I keep feeling like I'm expected to do something and I don't know what it is and I get MORE stressed out and then I do what I did yesterday which was leave without a word and go on a 3 mile walk. UUUUUUUUURGH.

I cannot tell you how much I don't want to go to work. BUT I HAVE to because money is one of the primary stressors. Can I just go and listen to my headphones and not be expected to be a person? please?
neveth: (Default)
Well hello again crippling stress levels. How nice of you to visit again. Only now I can actually feel my blood pressure skyrocket and this is unpleasant. And the whole not eating thing is uncool. Like now. I am making myself eat. It doesn't smell good. I don't feel hungry. But I haven't eaten in like 6 hours. And THAT was half a chik-fil-a sandwich.

This have taken a sudden and abrupt turn for the amazingly un-cool, and I don't think my friends will see me much. Hell, I don't even want to be around my Boy. I keep restraining myself from telling him to go away cause I can't handle dealing with people right now. I keep feeling like I'm expected to do something and I don't know what it is and I get MORE stressed out and then I do what I did yesterday which was leave without a word and go on a 3 mile walk. UUUUUUUUURGH.

I cannot tell you how much I don't want to go to work. BUT I HAVE to because money is one of the primary stressors. Can I just go and listen to my headphones and not be expected to be a person? please?
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Spent today playing WoW and cursing my reproductive organs. I enjoy greatly the fact that Mialu IS a fully formed character in my head, so it's not just grinding. She has a personality. Not really that I run into many people, but it IS an RP server, so I could get away with things. :D She will shank you if you hit on her though. Especially if it is a poorly done come-on.

Have I mentioned I am having a period(full fledged) on an active pill cycle? I am LIVID.

Also got some speakers so I can listen to Pandora and so forth whilst I am working on stuff at home. A surprisingly nice Logitech 3pc set for under $30, plus I remembered to get a card reader for Kosh so I am all set now.

Had today unexpectedly off due to crazy shit going down from a VIP cliet of the Boss's. May or may not have to go in tomorrow, but will have work to do regardless. And get paid, which is nice.

I am going to get SO spoiled having mom's car for a week. I mean, I can just GO if I need to go somewhere, there's no logistics involved. AND I don't have to get up but an hour before I have to be at work, which is GLORIOUS.

I have a headache. Gonna get off the comp.
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Spent today playing WoW and cursing my reproductive organs. I enjoy greatly the fact that Mialu IS a fully formed character in my head, so it's not just grinding. She has a personality. Not really that I run into many people, but it IS an RP server, so I could get away with things. :D She will shank you if you hit on her though. Especially if it is a poorly done come-on.

Have I mentioned I am having a period(full fledged) on an active pill cycle? I am LIVID.

Also got some speakers so I can listen to Pandora and so forth whilst I am working on stuff at home. A surprisingly nice Logitech 3pc set for under $30, plus I remembered to get a card reader for Kosh so I am all set now.

Had today unexpectedly off due to crazy shit going down from a VIP cliet of the Boss's. May or may not have to go in tomorrow, but will have work to do regardless. And get paid, which is nice.

I am going to get SO spoiled having mom's car for a week. I mean, I can just GO if I need to go somewhere, there's no logistics involved. AND I don't have to get up but an hour before I have to be at work, which is GLORIOUS.

I have a headache. Gonna get off the comp.
neveth: (/. . ./)
Dear ass selling Louise Black-copy corsets on Second Life: We know about you. Don't think that shit will fly. Not only do the loyal customers tell us about this crap as soon as they see it, do you think that nobody would NOTICE you photographed the Anatomical Skeleton Corset and just wrapped it around a model? The edgings deform from the manipulations of the edges.

Goooo to hell,
Me


AAAAARGH, why do people think they can copy other people's stuff and claim it as their own?! ARGH.
neveth: (Default)
Dear ass selling Louise Black-copy corsets on Second Life: We know about you. Don't think that shit will fly. Not only do the loyal customers tell us about this crap as soon as they see it, do you think that nobody would NOTICE you photographed the Anatomical Skeleton Corset and just wrapped it around a model? The edgings deform from the manipulations of the edges.

Goooo to hell,
Me


AAAAARGH, why do people think they can copy other people's stuff and claim it as their own?! ARGH.
neveth: (. . .)
I would very much like to stop feeling so stressed and crunched for time. It is not helping this migraine I've had for days at all! Although it IS adding to the stress because I know I should stop and take it easy "BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT AAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHH" and then it hurts worse and then I have to make a dash for the toilet.

Mantra for self: "Yes the stuff needs doing but hurting myself to get it done by my self-imposed deadline will only result in said things not getting done." repeat. "I will not stress over things not in my control" repeat.

stresses:
dishwasher is broken and practically every dish and pot we have is dirty. we have no dish rack. aaaaaaaaaaugh.
have to finish cleaning the living room
mop
scour rental sites to find possible apartment complexes to live in. (anybody know of one that searches duplexes and/or rental houses?)
make lunch for the next day
having enough time in the day to get everything done

Boy made me stay home from work today so I would REST and RELAX and I am trying hard but I keep thinking of all the things I SHOULD be doing if I wasn't such a lame-ass and taken down by a stupid fucking headache. I have no tolerance for my own limits, it seems.
neveth: (Default)
I would very much like to stop feeling so stressed and crunched for time. It is not helping this migraine I've had for days at all! Although it IS adding to the stress because I know I should stop and take it easy "BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT AAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHH" and then it hurts worse and then I have to make a dash for the toilet.

Mantra for self: "Yes the stuff needs doing but hurting myself to get it done by my self-imposed deadline will only result in said things not getting done." repeat. "I will not stress over things not in my control" repeat.

stresses:
dishwasher is broken and practically every dish and pot we have is dirty. we have no dish rack. aaaaaaaaaaugh.
have to finish cleaning the living room
mop
scour rental sites to find possible apartment complexes to live in. (anybody know of one that searches duplexes and/or rental houses?)
make lunch for the next day
having enough time in the day to get everything done

Boy made me stay home from work today so I would REST and RELAX and I am trying hard but I keep thinking of all the things I SHOULD be doing if I wasn't such a lame-ass and taken down by a stupid fucking headache. I have no tolerance for my own limits, it seems.
neveth: (You're the only one I have you know)
Boy is at Street fighter 4 tourney because our weekend is fucked, thank you AT&T, and I was SUPPOSED to do work tonight except I think I pushed too hard after having a wee fever and I feel like warmed over shit with a headache and no energy whatsoever. I think I will lay on the couch and watch something I've seen a zillion times and snooze till boy gets home.

a note: if the strike happens (likely) I will not have any mode of transportation other than public transit due to Boy having to work 12 hour days in HURST 6 days a week. We will be rolling in money if this lasts longer than a week but it is going to be SHIT during it.
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Boy is at Street fighter 4 tourney because our weekend is fucked, thank you AT&T, and I was SUPPOSED to do work tonight except I think I pushed too hard after having a wee fever and I feel like warmed over shit with a headache and no energy whatsoever. I think I will lay on the couch and watch something I've seen a zillion times and snooze till boy gets home.

a note: if the strike happens (likely) I will not have any mode of transportation other than public transit due to Boy having to work 12 hour days in HURST 6 days a week. We will be rolling in money if this lasts longer than a week but it is going to be SHIT during it.
neveth: (a cup of serenity)
Tomorrow is my 3rd week of work, and I've been pondering mightily the whole transportation issue.

See the Plan is to save every penny I can starting next week and get enough to buy a car. (or buy mom's car off her) on the cheap.

The thing is after 2 weeks I have realized that while it means getting up at 9, I rather like taking the train. The train means I don't deal with traffic, I can sit and read while on the way to work, or crochet, or knit, or stitch, and is oddly relaxing.  And to be entirely honest dealing with the traffic coming home of an evening is kind of a bitch.

Now, I could say "Well, I could just not bother with the saving up $1000, and dealing with car insurance payments" and just stick with public transportation, but I have to take the sewing machine home on friday and bring it back Monday so I can do work over the weekend. It is NOT a light machine. (I want to say it's 10lbs, solid metal Bernina) That WOULD be a bitch to lug on and off the bus and on the train. *sigh*

Right now we're wrangling it about where I take Boy to work monday and friday and take the train wednesday, but That's not really a holding-pattern type situation.
neveth: (Default)
Tomorrow is my 3rd week of work, and I've been pondering mightily the whole transportation issue.

See the Plan is to save every penny I can starting next week and get enough to buy a car. (or buy mom's car off her) on the cheap.

The thing is after 2 weeks I have realized that while it means getting up at 9, I rather like taking the train. The train means I don't deal with traffic, I can sit and read while on the way to work, or crochet, or knit, or stitch, and is oddly relaxing.  And to be entirely honest dealing with the traffic coming home of an evening is kind of a bitch.

Now, I could say "Well, I could just not bother with the saving up $1000, and dealing with car insurance payments" and just stick with public transportation, but I have to take the sewing machine home on friday and bring it back Monday so I can do work over the weekend. It is NOT a light machine. (I want to say it's 10lbs, solid metal Bernina) That WOULD be a bitch to lug on and off the bus and on the train. *sigh*

Right now we're wrangling it about where I take Boy to work monday and friday and take the train wednesday, but That's not really a holding-pattern type situation.
neveth: (AHHHHHH!!!)
bleck. The guy who hires people at borders is on vacation. GUH WANT JOB THERE NOW. GRR.

Also am having a vicious allergy attack, and my head hurts like holy hell, and I'm supposed to go work at gamestop this evening. HAHAHAHAHA. We'll see. if the painkillers don't work the I am gonna stay home. I've barely managed to eat anything today from the pain and accompaniying nausea, and the mere idea of barfing at work is horrifying. My track record of making it to a trash can or restroom in time is pretty much nil.
neveth: (Default)
bleck. The guy who hires people at borders is on vacation. GUH WANT JOB THERE NOW. GRR.

Also am having a vicious allergy attack, and my head hurts like holy hell, and I'm supposed to go work at gamestop this evening. HAHAHAHAHA. We'll see. if the painkillers don't work the I am gonna stay home. I've barely managed to eat anything today from the pain and accompaniying nausea, and the mere idea of barfing at work is horrifying. My track record of making it to a trash can or restroom in time is pretty much nil.

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