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Can't sleep due to loudass thunderstorm feeding my present Anxiety levels. Very close to being reduced to paniced wails. Trying to hold it together because it is late and Boy has to work tomorrow. I reaaaally don't react well to windy-ass thunderstorms anymore. Sly does not like storms either. He looks up at the celing whenever there is thunder.

Too freaked out to sleep

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Can't sleep due to loudass thunderstorm feeding my present Anxiety levels. Very close to being reduced to paniced wails. Trying to hold it together because it is late and Boy has to work tomorrow. I reaaaally don't react well to windy-ass thunderstorms anymore. Sly does not like storms either. He looks up at the celing whenever there is thunder.

Too freaked out to sleep

neveth: (The Best Green)
Friday: Discovered much to my dismay that fried foods REALLY don't like me (woe), then when I was feeling better went over to Will's for an evening of Drunk Fighter(Street Fighter Drinking game: Take a drink every time you win a match). While I didn't drink due to recently upset tummy, Boy got ROYALLY and MAGNIFICENTLY smashed. Which was fine until we got home at 4am and he proceeded to start on being VERY violently ill and then hung over. So I was up till 6 am pulling sickie duty until he could get to sleep.

Saturday: Woke up around 11am. Went to check on Boy (who was camped on the couch for fear of movement). Still miserable. Spent the afternoon nursing him back to humanity. around 5 he was capable of food again. Headed out to Sherman around 6pm(with Boy's blessing) for a 1-shot Hunter: the Vigil campaign. (shut up. When run well White Wolf doesn't give me hives.) Had a great deal of fun dealing with cultists and demons and Zombies. Game wrapped up around 6:45am. loaded up on coffee and drove home. Got home around 8am. Was so tired it hurt to move by that point. Stumbled to bed and passed out.

Sunday: Woke up at noon. Still tired but developing a headache so the best cure was to get up and do. Since I had to cancel Mom and my's lunch plans on Saturday due to needing to take care of Boy, IM'd Mom and said we could try again today, but I am very sleep lacking so I may be kind of goofy. Headed out to Mesquite with her with season 1 of Burn Notice. Ate, went back to the house for SPIES, SPOOKS, and HILARITY, and I'm pretty sure I passed out on the couch for a bit. Went back to Richardson, grabbed food since Boy was on a Raid and I would not want to go out again or cook, and came home and crashed.

I am feeling better today, but lawsy. The kitchen's a mess and I am STARVING. I guess I should get on that.
neveth: (Default)
Friday: Discovered much to my dismay that fried foods REALLY don't like me (woe), then when I was feeling better went over to Will's for an evening of Drunk Fighter(Street Fighter Drinking game: Take a drink every time you win a match). While I didn't drink due to recently upset tummy, Boy got ROYALLY and MAGNIFICENTLY smashed. Which was fine until we got home at 4am and he proceeded to start on being VERY violently ill and then hung over. So I was up till 6 am pulling sickie duty until he could get to sleep.

Saturday: Woke up around 11am. Went to check on Boy (who was camped on the couch for fear of movement). Still miserable. Spent the afternoon nursing him back to humanity. around 5 he was capable of food again. Headed out to Sherman around 6pm(with Boy's blessing) for a 1-shot Hunter: the Vigil campaign. (shut up. When run well White Wolf doesn't give me hives.) Had a great deal of fun dealing with cultists and demons and Zombies. Game wrapped up around 6:45am. loaded up on coffee and drove home. Got home around 8am. Was so tired it hurt to move by that point. Stumbled to bed and passed out.

Sunday: Woke up at noon. Still tired but developing a headache so the best cure was to get up and do. Since I had to cancel Mom and my's lunch plans on Saturday due to needing to take care of Boy, IM'd Mom and said we could try again today, but I am very sleep lacking so I may be kind of goofy. Headed out to Mesquite with her with season 1 of Burn Notice. Ate, went back to the house for SPIES, SPOOKS, and HILARITY, and I'm pretty sure I passed out on the couch for a bit. Went back to Richardson, grabbed food since Boy was on a Raid and I would not want to go out again or cook, and came home and crashed.

I am feeling better today, but lawsy. The kitchen's a mess and I am STARVING. I guess I should get on that.
neveth: (Tentacles: Never a good sign)
It's my LJ and I'll bitch if I want to!

So our apartment is really nice in that you really can't hear your neighbors, at all. At most you might hear the person upstairs vaccuming, and you can hear the water rushing from the uptairs apartment in the bathroom. So, this leads me to believe that the person living in the apartment what shares a wall with our bedroom must have their phone ring turned up REALLY REALLY loud. Cause we could hear it. In bed. starting at like, 3 am. I kept incorporating that noise into my dreams. Finally I woke up somewhere around 5am and could not get back to sleep. I laid there awake till dave got up and started about getting ready. This was actually incredebly soothing and I passed right out, but sleep was fitful after that point. (The only thing I can think of is I'm both used to sleeping through those noises, and ritual habitual things are comforting and thus induce sleep) (I also blame Sly for some of the fitful sleep because he kept attacking my feet. )

that is to say - god I'm tired. the impending teefs pulling has me stressed so eating is a chancy proposal, and I'm worn out from worrying about OH GOD PEOPLE WITH IMPLEMENTS IN MY MOUTH, OH GOD IT'S EXPENSIVE, OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD. (Anxiety is fun! I don't even have many logical good reasons as to why I'm freaked out, really, but I am! :D ) also my tummy hurts, my tooth what broke kinda hurts (only that dull ache, but it's getting seriously distracting) and I've had a headache for days (which may be related to the broken tooth). I'm going to go lie on the couch, yes I am! Good Ikea couch what is comfy and yay! One day I shall sew you more throw pillows, couch.

And don't worry - at this point complaining is my coping and keeps me from raving and screaming and generally being a mess. but soon this will all be over! hooray!
neveth: (Tentacles: Never a good sign)
It's my LJ and I'll bitch if I want to!

So our apartment is really nice in that you really can't hear your neighbors, at all. At most you might hear the person upstairs vaccuming, and you can hear the water rushing from the uptairs apartment in the bathroom. So, this leads me to believe that the person living in the apartment what shares a wall with our bedroom must have their phone ring turned up REALLY REALLY loud. Cause we could hear it. In bed. starting at like, 3 am. I kept incorporating that noise into my dreams. Finally I woke up somewhere around 5am and could not get back to sleep. I laid there awake till dave got up and started about getting ready. This was actually incredebly soothing and I passed right out, but sleep was fitful after that point. (The only thing I can think of is I'm both used to sleeping through those noises, and ritual habitual things are comforting and thus induce sleep) (I also blame Sly for some of the fitful sleep because he kept attacking my feet. )

that is to say - god I'm tired. the impending teefs pulling has me stressed so eating is a chancy proposal, and I'm worn out from worrying about OH GOD PEOPLE WITH IMPLEMENTS IN MY MOUTH, OH GOD IT'S EXPENSIVE, OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD. (Anxiety is fun! I don't even have many logical good reasons as to why I'm freaked out, really, but I am! :D ) also my tummy hurts, my tooth what broke kinda hurts (only that dull ache, but it's getting seriously distracting) and I've had a headache for days (which may be related to the broken tooth). I'm going to go lie on the couch, yes I am! Good Ikea couch what is comfy and yay! One day I shall sew you more throw pillows, couch.

And don't worry - at this point complaining is my coping and keeps me from raving and screaming and generally being a mess. but soon this will all be over! hooray!
neveth: (Oh this can only get worse)
I'm awake. I've been awake since 7:30. I'm not even remotely tired. this. this is horribly unfair. in other exciting news PW2 has been preorderd from NCSX and will be shipping on the 26th. hooooooooray!

gagh, I'm gonna go bum around on the couch for a bit.
neveth: (Oh this can only get worse)
I'm awake. I've been awake since 7:30. I'm not even remotely tired. this. this is horribly unfair. in other exciting news PW2 has been preorderd from NCSX and will be shipping on the 26th. hooooooooray!

gagh, I'm gonna go bum around on the couch for a bit.
neveth: (poke!)
Things of note


  • There's a nest in the tree outside our living room wndow, and there are tiny Doves in there. And momma dove is sitting there and keeping an eye on the tiny squirmy babies. (I know they're there because a beak or a wing pops up over the edge of the nest occassinally)

  • I got about 4.5 hours of sleep last night. I didn't get to sleep till around 5 am (augh) and I woke up at 9:30 because of stupid phone technicians and the dog barking his head off at them. I couldn't get back to sleep. Oh god I'm going to die. tired now, but I don't know that taking a nap would be such a good idea

  • Man, I work so much better under deadline pressure sometimes. I still need to keep packing, but the urgent urge is not upon me yet. Maybe if I got really pissed at something I'd go pack to blow off steam. I'm terrible. At this point it's just random stuff laying around that I need to pack up, but it's EVERYWHERE. gaaah.

neveth: (Default)
Things of note


  • There's a nest in the tree outside our living room wndow, and there are tiny Doves in there. And momma dove is sitting there and keeping an eye on the tiny squirmy babies. (I know they're there because a beak or a wing pops up over the edge of the nest occassinally)

  • I got about 4.5 hours of sleep last night. I didn't get to sleep till around 5 am (augh) and I woke up at 9:30 because of stupid phone technicians and the dog barking his head off at them. I couldn't get back to sleep. Oh god I'm going to die. tired now, but I don't know that taking a nap would be such a good idea

  • Man, I work so much better under deadline pressure sometimes. I still need to keep packing, but the urgent urge is not upon me yet. Maybe if I got really pissed at something I'd go pack to blow off steam. I'm terrible. At this point it's just random stuff laying around that I need to pack up, but it's EVERYWHERE. gaaah.

neveth: (What the hell?1)
things that are not fair # 7575: after a couple hours of restless half-sleep, finally getting to the real, comforting, pleasant stage of sleep just seconds before the alarm goes off

now here's the delimma. I am in fact fixing to go to the doctor - not in fact for the pain in my throat whenever I swallow or talk (which has reached a new level of excruciating now) but to get my perscriptions refilled before the end of the year and my insurance runs out. I am probbably going to bring this up, but you're only allowed to see the doctor for one thing at a time. bleagh. thing is - I feel really bad. This probbably isn't helped by the fact I've only had maybe 2 hours fitful sleep. ANd I have to be at work from 3-7 pm. I am beyond tempted to call in sick. I KNOW I shouldn't - not this close to christmas - but I'm not sure the beast that lives in my throat right now will let me talk normally for 4 hours to customers. What I will do is go to the doctor, and then call in and say I am losing my voice -and then see what they say. Yes.

You actually cannot believe the pain I'm in when I swallow. It's like there's knives in there. I clutch my throat involuntarily at the pain.
neveth: (Default)
things that are not fair # 7575: after a couple hours of restless half-sleep, finally getting to the real, comforting, pleasant stage of sleep just seconds before the alarm goes off

now here's the delimma. I am in fact fixing to go to the doctor - not in fact for the pain in my throat whenever I swallow or talk (which has reached a new level of excruciating now) but to get my perscriptions refilled before the end of the year and my insurance runs out. I am probbably going to bring this up, but you're only allowed to see the doctor for one thing at a time. bleagh. thing is - I feel really bad. This probbably isn't helped by the fact I've only had maybe 2 hours fitful sleep. ANd I have to be at work from 3-7 pm. I am beyond tempted to call in sick. I KNOW I shouldn't - not this close to christmas - but I'm not sure the beast that lives in my throat right now will let me talk normally for 4 hours to customers. What I will do is go to the doctor, and then call in and say I am losing my voice -and then see what they say. Yes.

You actually cannot believe the pain I'm in when I swallow. It's like there's knives in there. I clutch my throat involuntarily at the pain.
neveth: (poke!)
I am still awake. WHY GOD I don't even feel like sleeping either. Not good. oh well.

[EDIT] so I put off eating for far too long as my head hurt like fuck and I didn't feel like cooking, and my apartment contains NOTHING instant or "easy" aside from pasta, and now that I do finally make said pasta... I dunno. I had a bowl of japanese broth with it and the broth went down fine, but the noodles... bleargh. Still hungry but at this point I am going to say fuckit and just go ahead and try and sleep.

Also today a winner was me. I did not freeze in the bitter sleeting cold because I believe in layering! 2 pairs of pants ( pair of flannel pajama pants under baggy jeans), tanktop under sweatshirt under hoodie, hat on head, hood on hat, scarf, and gloves. The only bit of me that was cold was my face. Me: 1 Winter: 0.
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I am still awake. WHY GOD I don't even feel like sleeping either. Not good. oh well.

[EDIT] so I put off eating for far too long as my head hurt like fuck and I didn't feel like cooking, and my apartment contains NOTHING instant or "easy" aside from pasta, and now that I do finally make said pasta... I dunno. I had a bowl of japanese broth with it and the broth went down fine, but the noodles... bleargh. Still hungry but at this point I am going to say fuckit and just go ahead and try and sleep.

Also today a winner was me. I did not freeze in the bitter sleeting cold because I believe in layering! 2 pairs of pants ( pair of flannel pajama pants under baggy jeans), tanktop under sweatshirt under hoodie, hat on head, hood on hat, scarf, and gloves. The only bit of me that was cold was my face. Me: 1 Winter: 0.
neveth: (W.T.F.)
Why no sleep, you ask? Because I have to be at work at 10, which means getting up at around 9 (40 min to eat and get dressed and become human, 20 to get there) and well, an hour of sleep's not worth it at this point. I want to make it known that I TRIED to sleep. I went to bed, was tired, and then my brain decided to think about EVERYTHING at about 100 miles per second. god damn you stress.

[07:19] Nevethangiel: augh. I can't sleep.
[07:19] *** Auto-response from David: wh
[07:19] Nevethangiel: I would like to make it known that this is terribly unfair

I have instead been looking up how to knit socks, because they're one of those things I'm determined to knit. I may have found something that'll work, hooray! The other reason is that I'll probbably bring SOME form of knitting with me at thanksgiving. there's lots of sitting around talking (after the cooking which I may be conscripted to help with, and the eating) and something to do with my hands would be lovely. a sock would be fun for people to watch me make, but I may end up just scarf-ing it as those really don't require any thought at all. Or maybe I'll be clever and see if I can make those house shoes again, but I don't think I have enough wool yarn to make 2, and I'm not sure when I'd geta chance to buy more. and the pattern requires FAR too much of my thinking processes - I can't do anything else and make those, which puts a damper on that. Huh. ah well.

My icon is a very confused baby owl, and that makes me happy, even though I'm hella cranky cause I haven't slept yet.

I wonder if I should try calling in sick at work. Nah. Sleeping at this point is ONLY going to fuck things up later. I guess it's going to bed really fucking early tonight then. Right. I'm going to stop rambling here and ... I don't know. Something.
neveth: (Default)
Why no sleep, you ask? Because I have to be at work at 10, which means getting up at around 9 (40 min to eat and get dressed and become human, 20 to get there) and well, an hour of sleep's not worth it at this point. I want to make it known that I TRIED to sleep. I went to bed, was tired, and then my brain decided to think about EVERYTHING at about 100 miles per second. god damn you stress.

[07:19] Nevethangiel: augh. I can't sleep.
[07:19] *** Auto-response from David: wh
[07:19] Nevethangiel: I would like to make it known that this is terribly unfair

I have instead been looking up how to knit socks, because they're one of those things I'm determined to knit. I may have found something that'll work, hooray! The other reason is that I'll probbably bring SOME form of knitting with me at thanksgiving. there's lots of sitting around talking (after the cooking which I may be conscripted to help with, and the eating) and something to do with my hands would be lovely. a sock would be fun for people to watch me make, but I may end up just scarf-ing it as those really don't require any thought at all. Or maybe I'll be clever and see if I can make those house shoes again, but I don't think I have enough wool yarn to make 2, and I'm not sure when I'd geta chance to buy more. and the pattern requires FAR too much of my thinking processes - I can't do anything else and make those, which puts a damper on that. Huh. ah well.

My icon is a very confused baby owl, and that makes me happy, even though I'm hella cranky cause I haven't slept yet.

I wonder if I should try calling in sick at work. Nah. Sleeping at this point is ONLY going to fuck things up later. I guess it's going to bed really fucking early tonight then. Right. I'm going to stop rambling here and ... I don't know. Something.
neveth: (Stick it to the man!)
Was going to try and stay awake all day in order to fix my sleeping schedule (wrenching it away from 4/5 pm to 10 am awake time) but I am WAY too fucking tired. So I will sleep. If I'm not up by 1 somebody come kick me. Hooray for alarm clocks. all the grocery shopping and shit can wait till after I sleep, dammit.

Speaking of - [livejournal.com profile] selie, I wanna go by the japanese dollar store tomorrow - you wanna come with? And I'm pretty sure I told you already but like I said, I tired, I finished your scarf. I can give that tomorrow as well.

right. I am SO going to bed.
neveth: (Default)
Was going to try and stay awake all day in order to fix my sleeping schedule (wrenching it away from 4/5 pm to 10 am awake time) but I am WAY too fucking tired. So I will sleep. If I'm not up by 1 somebody come kick me. Hooray for alarm clocks. all the grocery shopping and shit can wait till after I sleep, dammit.

Speaking of - [livejournal.com profile] selie, I wanna go by the japanese dollar store tomorrow - you wanna come with? And I'm pretty sure I told you already but like I said, I tired, I finished your scarf. I can give that tomorrow as well.

right. I am SO going to bed.
neveth: (Stick it to the man!)
A notice to the friends list - Due to a set of unfortunate events, I wasn't able to go see GoF. REFRAIN from giving too much away? Which is I suppose a silly question, but still.

Right. To bed with me.
neveth: (Default)
A notice to the friends list - Due to a set of unfortunate events, I wasn't able to go see GoF. REFRAIN from giving too much away? Which is I suppose a silly question, but still.

Right. To bed with me.

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