neveth: (iObject!)
Well hello again crippling stress levels. How nice of you to visit again. Only now I can actually feel my blood pressure skyrocket and this is unpleasant. And the whole not eating thing is uncool. Like now. I am making myself eat. It doesn't smell good. I don't feel hungry. But I haven't eaten in like 6 hours. And THAT was half a chik-fil-a sandwich.

This have taken a sudden and abrupt turn for the amazingly un-cool, and I don't think my friends will see me much. Hell, I don't even want to be around my Boy. I keep restraining myself from telling him to go away cause I can't handle dealing with people right now. I keep feeling like I'm expected to do something and I don't know what it is and I get MORE stressed out and then I do what I did yesterday which was leave without a word and go on a 3 mile walk. UUUUUUUUURGH.

I cannot tell you how much I don't want to go to work. BUT I HAVE to because money is one of the primary stressors. Can I just go and listen to my headphones and not be expected to be a person? please?
neveth: (Default)
Well hello again crippling stress levels. How nice of you to visit again. Only now I can actually feel my blood pressure skyrocket and this is unpleasant. And the whole not eating thing is uncool. Like now. I am making myself eat. It doesn't smell good. I don't feel hungry. But I haven't eaten in like 6 hours. And THAT was half a chik-fil-a sandwich.

This have taken a sudden and abrupt turn for the amazingly un-cool, and I don't think my friends will see me much. Hell, I don't even want to be around my Boy. I keep restraining myself from telling him to go away cause I can't handle dealing with people right now. I keep feeling like I'm expected to do something and I don't know what it is and I get MORE stressed out and then I do what I did yesterday which was leave without a word and go on a 3 mile walk. UUUUUUUUURGH.

I cannot tell you how much I don't want to go to work. BUT I HAVE to because money is one of the primary stressors. Can I just go and listen to my headphones and not be expected to be a person? please?
neveth: (. . .)
I would very much like to stop feeling so stressed and crunched for time. It is not helping this migraine I've had for days at all! Although it IS adding to the stress because I know I should stop and take it easy "BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT AAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHH" and then it hurts worse and then I have to make a dash for the toilet.

Mantra for self: "Yes the stuff needs doing but hurting myself to get it done by my self-imposed deadline will only result in said things not getting done." repeat. "I will not stress over things not in my control" repeat.

stresses:
dishwasher is broken and practically every dish and pot we have is dirty. we have no dish rack. aaaaaaaaaaugh.
have to finish cleaning the living room
mop
scour rental sites to find possible apartment complexes to live in. (anybody know of one that searches duplexes and/or rental houses?)
make lunch for the next day
having enough time in the day to get everything done

Boy made me stay home from work today so I would REST and RELAX and I am trying hard but I keep thinking of all the things I SHOULD be doing if I wasn't such a lame-ass and taken down by a stupid fucking headache. I have no tolerance for my own limits, it seems.
neveth: (Default)
I would very much like to stop feeling so stressed and crunched for time. It is not helping this migraine I've had for days at all! Although it IS adding to the stress because I know I should stop and take it easy "BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT AAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHH" and then it hurts worse and then I have to make a dash for the toilet.

Mantra for self: "Yes the stuff needs doing but hurting myself to get it done by my self-imposed deadline will only result in said things not getting done." repeat. "I will not stress over things not in my control" repeat.

stresses:
dishwasher is broken and practically every dish and pot we have is dirty. we have no dish rack. aaaaaaaaaaugh.
have to finish cleaning the living room
mop
scour rental sites to find possible apartment complexes to live in. (anybody know of one that searches duplexes and/or rental houses?)
make lunch for the next day
having enough time in the day to get everything done

Boy made me stay home from work today so I would REST and RELAX and I am trying hard but I keep thinking of all the things I SHOULD be doing if I wasn't such a lame-ass and taken down by a stupid fucking headache. I have no tolerance for my own limits, it seems.
neveth: (/. . ./)
Is anyone else getting comment spam? Like, "Hey I loved your entry" or "I bookmarked this" followed by some plug for something? I keep getting ones for some sort of "government grant". God dammit.

On old posts too, which is double annoying.
neveth: (Default)
Is anyone else getting comment spam? Like, "Hey I loved your entry" or "I bookmarked this" followed by some plug for something? I keep getting ones for some sort of "government grant". God dammit.

On old posts too, which is double annoying.
neveth: (Quickly)
Sunburn is worse than I thought it was originally - it proceeded to get redder as the evening wore on and now I am cursed with rather red shoulders and back. I think I will icewater some washcloths and stick them on my shoulders to help with the heat and the ow of it. Oww. Now to decide if the afternoon will be devoted to Lost Oddesy or God of War:CoO or TV. Something where I can sit still and have cold things on my shoulders.
neveth: (Default)
Sunburn is worse than I thought it was originally - it proceeded to get redder as the evening wore on and now I am cursed with rather red shoulders and back. I think I will icewater some washcloths and stick them on my shoulders to help with the heat and the ow of it. Oww. Now to decide if the afternoon will be devoted to Lost Oddesy or God of War:CoO or TV. Something where I can sit still and have cold things on my shoulders.
neveth: (Oh. My. God.)
thing that I am doing that I myself find odd - Icing my face. I have a zit from hell on my cheekbone and it swelled like nobody's business.
(time lapse)
Actually, it may in fact be a spiderbite. Upon closer inspection there's a tiny white spot in the middle. It's hot to the touch, and painful always. I figure icing it may reduce the swelling.
(time lapse)
Funny part! I've had the icepack on it for like, 10 minutes and it's still warm, even though the surrounding area is cold. God damn spiders. If I had my way they would all be dead. Or at least not fucking bite me on the god damn face. >:o

In other news I've pretty much finished mom's birthday present (yay) so I can start something fun for me.
neveth: (Default)
thing that I am doing that I myself find odd - Icing my face. I have a zit from hell on my cheekbone and it swelled like nobody's business.
(time lapse)
Actually, it may in fact be a spiderbite. Upon closer inspection there's a tiny white spot in the middle. It's hot to the touch, and painful always. I figure icing it may reduce the swelling.
(time lapse)
Funny part! I've had the icepack on it for like, 10 minutes and it's still warm, even though the surrounding area is cold. God damn spiders. If I had my way they would all be dead. Or at least not fucking bite me on the god damn face. >:o

In other news I've pretty much finished mom's birthday present (yay) so I can start something fun for me.
neveth: (OSU!)
Teacher reprimanded after student sees nude art on museum trip.

Good god people. IT'S ART, IT'S OLD, IT'S NOT PORN, AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD YOUR CHILDREN DO KNOW ABOUT NAKEDNESS, OR DO YOU NEVER LET THEM REMOVE THEIR CLOTHES?!

I may never have children, just to spare them the growing stupidity present in public schools. (and I've always been leery of private schools. Most of the ones I know of are catholic, and those aren't my bag)
neveth: (Default)
Teacher reprimanded after student sees nude art on museum trip.

Good god people. IT'S ART, IT'S OLD, IT'S NOT PORN, AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD YOUR CHILDREN DO KNOW ABOUT NAKEDNESS, OR DO YOU NEVER LET THEM REMOVE THEIR CLOTHES?!

I may never have children, just to spare them the growing stupidity present in public schools. (and I've always been leery of private schools. Most of the ones I know of are catholic, and those aren't my bag)
neveth: (AHHHHHH!!!)
Rar. Okay so anyone out there who knows about cell phone software and crap, I am desperately looking for some sort of software I can use with my data cable to take the pictures OFF my phone and put other pictures and ringtones ON my phone. I have an LG c2000, which according to everything I've found so far is not supported by ANYTHING. I would prefer free cause I'm broke as hell.

Zen koan of the day : why sell data cables for a phone if there's no software that supports it?
neveth: (Default)
Rar. Okay so anyone out there who knows about cell phone software and crap, I am desperately looking for some sort of software I can use with my data cable to take the pictures OFF my phone and put other pictures and ringtones ON my phone. I have an LG c2000, which according to everything I've found so far is not supported by ANYTHING. I would prefer free cause I'm broke as hell.

Zen koan of the day : why sell data cables for a phone if there's no software that supports it?
neveth: (exists to annoy vin diesel)
GIP!

Also - Booga booga booga. No, I really don't have anything to say. Wheeee
neveth: (Default)
GIP!

Also - Booga booga booga. No, I really don't have anything to say. Wheeee
neveth: (Moruel - Working the Strider angle)
delimma: I feel like some soul calibur in my life. the only catch is that David has it and I don't know where he be. Rather, I know he was doing homework about an hour and a half ago, but now I dunno. hurmn.

ah wells. I have discovered that the naga will help me make money, if I kill enough of them. Either that or I have pretty good luck finding the pearls. XD I'm still hoping I might possibly have the 90 gold by the time I hit lvl 40.

Oh! Man, it was hilarious, I actually had my first encounter with the "im lvl 17, can someone take me through (high level dungeon) so I can get (some bit of equipment)?" repeated ad nauseum while everyone else in town mocks them. For god's sake man, you're playing on an RP server, at least TRY for correct sentances and capitalization and so forth. people are less likely to help you if you talk in stupid internet speak. *loffs her server*
neveth: (Default)
delimma: I feel like some soul calibur in my life. the only catch is that David has it and I don't know where he be. Rather, I know he was doing homework about an hour and a half ago, but now I dunno. hurmn.

ah wells. I have discovered that the naga will help me make money, if I kill enough of them. Either that or I have pretty good luck finding the pearls. XD I'm still hoping I might possibly have the 90 gold by the time I hit lvl 40.

Oh! Man, it was hilarious, I actually had my first encounter with the "im lvl 17, can someone take me through (high level dungeon) so I can get (some bit of equipment)?" repeated ad nauseum while everyone else in town mocks them. For god's sake man, you're playing on an RP server, at least TRY for correct sentances and capitalization and so forth. people are less likely to help you if you talk in stupid internet speak. *loffs her server*

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