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Just to be on the safe side I has a wordpress and I'm currently importing all of my LJ into it. I doubt this will change anything since I am sadly out of the habit of posting here. (I really should try the whole blog 365 thing and get back to posting again)

now I am gonna take a nap because it's rp night and I don't want to be groggy if we have to fight the vampire again.

For all that I'm really really excited to be running my 2nd ever GM'ing session (4th Edition D&D, haters to the left) I am in the middle of one HELL of a depressive episode. Yesterday and today I just haven't eaten until someone reminds me to. When I run out of things to do I just sort of sit there and stare at the wall in a black funk. I hope whatever it is goes away. Not cool. Until then I work on plot and play Castlevania. Also I got Just A Geek from work today so maybe I'll go read that.

... I just realized I probably have a headache because I didn't put my glasses back on when I got home earlier. (I don't drive with them on because of sunglasses)

Okay, gonna have me a Perry Cider and attempt to cheer myself up!

Dear depressive downswing,

Go fuck yourself.  I am nearly positive I am only this down because work is crazy and hot. Once I have some days where I don't have to go in I will be much happier. Until Friday night suck it up and stick it out. In the meantime I will do my best not to have another tiny meltdown because there were options in my plan for the evening.

I am ignoring you,
Me

In other news I need to remember to take Vir through the car wash tomorrow. He is covered in tree sap because I have been parking under at tree at work to keep him from becoming an oven in this heat. I think even the trees are sweating at this point. Also need to remember to take a load of books back to work tomorrow too. I'm gonna go to Goodwill either this weekend or tomorrow and do some clothes shopping. I need some shorts and maybe some skirts or shirts if I find anything awesome I can modify.

My problem upon waking is not the usual foggy-brained, can't think well, grogginess ofmost people. No, I just simply can't see well for the first 5-15 minutes I am awake. Everything is rather blurry. Depending on how badly I WANT to see, I can start concentrating and MAKING my eyes focus, but it usually takes a bit of concentrated effort to bring the ol' opticals into line. Does this happen to anyone else?

Here is what I says on Twitter: ( Click here for twitterings )

Making an actual post! SHOCKING. I know, I am bad at this whole LJ thing anymore.

Currently flailing over: Leverage (now caught up on Season 3. EEEEEEEEEE Parker and Hardison!), Burn Notice, White Collar, Psych, The Guild, and some nerdy, NERDY shit like a rewatch of Coffee Prince, SNSD, of all things, and mad RP. Also Arkham Horror is great fun. Plus I am partaking of the great biannual rewatch of SG-1. looking at that it seems like I have a lot of spare time, but not really?

Speaking of RP: DANG! I have a nice stable of characters at the moment and it looks like there will be somebody new added soon. How delightful! Only one currently active is the Teacher in one of Justin's Hunter campaigns. She's delightful! And so adorable at the moment because she's got a boyfriend now! Who might end up being horribly murdered, or the big bad, or not be down with the fact that she's kind of a Vigilante as a side job. I could/should do a run down of my characters just because, but I don't want to be that guy in the store who wants to tell you about his character. *sigh*

Will is talking of running a hard sci-fi game at some point soon and that would be fucking sweet. COLONY SHIP. DUDE, I AM SO THERE. And then I'm planning on running a D&D 4e one shot for my mom and some people because Mom has been missing both playing and D&D so that should be fun. I hope I'm not bad at the whole GM-ing thing.

Work is awesome even if last week was the week from hell. I think they returned all 94,000+books circulated for June at once or something. CHRIST. People who have been there for 12 years have never seen it that bad. Which is why I'm glad this was my off week and I had 4 days off in a row.

Went shopping for much needed work clothes over the weekend. Got a gorgeous skirt, some multipurpose shirts and some shoes. I need to go get some sort of liners for the shoes to keep my feet happy, but they are pretty nice. :D

Got Dragon Quest 9, and it is good times! It's got the funny and the cute, and I rather enjoyed designing my character. And the party members. My entire party is Norse themed at the moment. it may change. Kind of tempted to do some sort of Dresden Files naming scheme.

This is better than me spamming LJ all day ( Click here for twitterings )

This is better than me spamming LJ all day ( Click here for twitterings )

This is better than me spamming LJ all day ( Click here for twitterings )

This is better than me spamming LJ all day ( Click here for twitterings )